Well if you had taken a poll of who out of everyone you knew was the most likely to meet a girl on vacation and feel totally comfortable with her it so would not have been me. Ok, well comfortable except for the copious blushing when finding out the girl is very comfortable with her body and sort of forgets to not undress in front of me. I met ( Read more... )

The trip has been pretty interesting so far. There was some protesting by Nick and Theresa when I wanted to spend my entire time in France in the Louvre, they actually made me leave and dragged me almost physically to some shops and a restaurant, but I think when all I did was sketch on the napkins they gave in. Besides this way they get to spend ( Read more... )

Graduation is over, we're done with high school forever. Which you know big momentous milestone in life and really I don't feel any different. I'm not sure Nick does either but at least he got to give his valedictorian speech with only a few hellmouth issues ( Read more... )

Ok, what is the point of being able to decorate if everything is just going to be the same color it already is? We finally rented the house we wanted and Nick is letting me and Theresa handle it. She keeps giving me these looks when I mention the things I'm going to do, I know they sound kind of weird but they'll work I swear. Just some things ( Read more... )

Um good thing I didn't say any of the stuff I was thinking around Amber as much as Nick pointed out I was being an idiot she would have done a much better job of it. Bad enough I was all idiot when we went out to eat the other night I don't need to give her more ammunition ( Read more... )

Summer ran off with Eric over the weekend and got married. There's a lot of people really kind of freaked out about it. I knew she was the kind to do it but I didn't know she was going to. I wish I had been around for when they called I would have gone to Vegas with them. Summer apologized and said she wished she could have waited around for me ( Read more... )

Ok, nightmares suck, they suck big time. I have been having them a few days now and I'm not sure exactly what I'm dreaming about but I woke up screaming once and in the closet another time ( Read more... )

I had a great valentines day with Amber. It made me think, she still hasn't figured out what she's doing after school is out, and I told her a little about me staying here and being a paramedic. I keep getting stuck between is it fair to ask her to stay and I want her to stay with me. I think I want to ask her to stay, Amber knows what Sunnydale ( Read more... )

I think if Nick knew about the conversation Tres and I had the other day we wouldn't be allowed to talk unsupervised anymore. Although then we'd say all that stuff in front of him and that's probabaly worse. It's kind of scary how much she and I are alike in a lot of ways. Although I'm glad we had the talk because um forgot valentines day and it ( Read more... )

Brooke Alexander was killed a couple of days ago. I remember how excited Amber was when she got to go to LA and meet her and everyone else on the set with Summer. I think it hit her kind of hard. I'm going to bring her over flowers and see how she's doing a little later today ( Read more... )