forget all the things I should've said

[_dawnie_]

The world has gotten so small the past few days. I can't think about starting school or moving into the dorm... the stuff I was so excited about. Something's wrong with Avasa.

Cassie came by here a few days ago to get me; she'd run into him and I guess he told her to come and find me. Something's making him act the way he did when I first met

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[_dawnie_]

"Jordy." I swipe surreptitiously at my eyes. "I'm just kind of worried, and-- It's a long story." My voice sounds wavery. He really has that silent approach thing going on; I didn't hear him til he was right next to me.

[_dawnie_]

"There's something w-w--" I stop and swallow, finally getting the word out. "Wrong with Avasa. My boyfriend." I couldn't remember how much I'd told Jordy about him and his special abilities, if anything. I think I just told him Avasa was older and that's why I was so secretive about him.

[_dawnie_]

I sigh and sit up, running my fingers through my tousled hair. "You think that'd help?" I'm just about to the point where I don't know which end's up anymore. I'm so nervous and distracted I don't know what'd be the right thing to do.

[_dawnie_]

"I, um..." I try to force myself to focus. "Sure, if you don't need it. You--." I have a thought suddenly. "You guys played at the Bronze and I missed it, didn't I?" Crap. I'd really wanted to go to that, too. But somehow, my mind's been elsewhere. Go figure.