I didn't think I'd ever get there, but I finally got caught up with my school work. Finally. I've been concentrating on that so much that it's been easier to forget about...other stuff. Which is what I really need to be doing, so that works out. I'm still a little weirded out by the Razor thing...seems like I've been seeing him around a lot. Like ( Read more... )

I got back to school, after talking to Willow. I guess things in theory should be okay now. Avasa's stable again, and I got a flash off of a guy in the dorm, and it didn't near kill me, so I guess she was right. Something about building up an immunity or stabalizing each other...I'm not sure it sounded kind of technical to me and that's not really ( Read more... )

So I got away scott free. Yay. Whatever. I'm wishing now that I'd never come here. I knew that things were all not right and would be uncomfortable and everything, what I didn't know was that I'd be waking up to seeing the two of them seconds before they started screwing against the wall ( Read more... )

I stopped by to see if Avasa was all right since the last dream we shared I could tell he wasn't. Even if he is perfectly fine in dreams. He doesn't lie very well. Either way, I went to check on him, and met Willow (who's very pretty...beautiful really) and we all talked and somehow, I wound up being brought out to Avasa's cabin. I guess it really ( Read more... )

I woke up at Janice's house, and I woke up crying. Felt like my heart was broken. I had to leave. I left a note for Janice thanking her for all of her help. I couldn't face speaking to anyone. I had this...dream. This wonderful and terrible and colorful black and white dream.

I know he had it too. I know he did. I feel it. He was there with me. ( Read more... )

I researched the plant...it's a local thing...and absolutely ordinary. Decorative, maybe, but not poisonous, not used for anything medicinal...nothing. I now know a whole lot of useless information about it but nothing that helps. I swear I've looked up everything. I've looked over the plants a million times, and even took my old chemistry set to ( Read more... )

I? Am a bad person. Oh my god I suck. What the hell is the matter with me ( Read more... )

Dad had one of his bad nights tonight. Mom called and talked to me for a while, then wanted to talk to him. I didn't want to let her, knowing that it was just going to be another big fight, but what was I supposed to do? I asked her if she'd please not do this tonight, but she did anyways. I was right, it was a fight, and Dad started drinking, and ( Read more... )

It's getting closer to when school is going to start, and I'll be going to Dad's to stay with him until the semester starts. It's closer, and mom's leaving on a business trip of some kind, and won't be around anyway. I could have stayed home alone, but I think Dad's drinking got worse when I moved away with mom, so I'm going to go spend some ( Read more... )

Well, things are going interestingly at orientation. I met my roomie...who seems to be...energetic. So much so in fact that she bruised my arm with her constant dragging me around--literally. Seems she's so excited about things that she doesn't trust me to follow along on my own. I'm not sure she likes me so much. But I've met friends of hers, ( Read more... )