This is my last lj entry.

I'm done with this. It's over, no questions asked.

Any new blogs by me will be on Myspace.

The End.

Well I got a pretty kickass job offer. It wasn't something I would have normally considered until I really thought about it, and now I'm all over it ( Read more... )

I have been having really bad luck with animals lately....

A few days ago, Kookie's cat, Kaze, took a piss on me.

Last night, Mark's dog, Jack, was humping the living shit out of my leg.

This morning, I took our new dog, Wilson, outside to pee, and he BIT ME.

...what the hell did I do to deserve these things?! haha. It's funny though.

Well well well it seems I'm actually updating this shit.... What to say? I can't honestly say very much has been up, I'm just kinda kicking back as the clock counts down to the surgery. Obviously I'm really not looking forward to it, but what choice do I have? It's going to be a shitty b-day... and another shitty way to start the year... not good ( Read more... )

just wanted to wish everyone a happy whateverthefuckyoucelebrate.

whatever it is, celebrate, bitches.

smoke 'em if ya got 'em,
and drink up while you're at it.

peace.

*************: please tell me he wipes his own ass
DemonicErotik: who knows
*************: oh god
DemonicErotik: i know he used to not ever do it.
*************: well, once upon a time neither did you
DemonicErotik: he doesn't brush his teeth, he never looks like he's had a shower, he smells so fucking bad sometimes....
*************: or me for that ( Read more... )

"see, i think drugs have done some good things for us, i really do, and
if you don't believe drugs have done good things for us, do me a favor -- go
home tonight -- take all your albums, all your tapes, and all your CDs and
burn 'em.  'cause you know what?  the musicians who made all that great
music that's enhanced your lives throughout the years ( Read more... )

I need someone, a person to talk to
someone who'd care to love
could it be you... could it be you...?

situation gets rough, then I start to panic
it's not enough, it's just a habit
hey kid your sick, well darling this is it

you can all just kiss off into the air
behind my back I can see them stare
they'll hurt me bad but I won't mind
they'll hurt me bad ( Read more... )

Very recently I had a realization.

Almost like I discovered my life's calling.

Or at least something I should perhaps be doing with my life.

I'm going to start a cult.

More to come...

My health is SHIT. I'm going back to the hospital for the billionth time for another pointless surgery that won't mean a godamn thing in a year or two. My kidney is losing function. It was working at 40% and now they (the idiot doctors) say that it's been brought down to roughly 35-30%. Why the fuck don't they just take it out? Well it's been a big ( Read more... )