I'm not writing in this journal anymore. My mother found the name and got all mad and said "And you call yourself a christian?!?!?!" soo its changed to make her happy. If you find it, feel free to read it =)

I don't know whats wrong with me. Actually I do, i'm to dramatic. I care to much..I watched Edward scissorhands again today. I wanted to cry when I watched it still. I want to cry even now. But only because the song that it played at the begining and at certain parts in the movie is taking over my brain. Sometimes obsession is a good thing. ( Read more... )

I'm bored.
I played the sims last night. I made two guys make out. It was hilarious...
I'm going to go eat now. Tata.

Well...Last night I spazed and started crying infront of Kim and Chad. They mentioned marrage..That is a sensitive subject for me. Especially if it is about them. There going to get married, I know they are. Kim is really young..But I think that they will get married sooner then they think. I saw Kim in a very pretty wedding dress walking down the ( Read more... )

I wen't to watch the new LOTR movie..it was good. It seemed REALLY long though, But I liked it ( Read more... )

Chad(sisters boyfriend) is on his way. He should be here in about 3 hours or so. mhm..i will have another big brother like type thing...oh great =S. Well atleast now i don't have to share a bathroom with him. I'm sharing one with my sister instead. everyone is so excited. I'm just kinda, whatever happens, happens. I'm tired though. I need to sleep ( Read more... )

Goodness I'm starting to NOT like Gracie(my sisters cat) at all. She keep's me up all night playing with the christmas ordament's on the tree in the living room. And then, she starts starting crap with my cat...GOD my cat is to clumbsy to be fighting with Gracie. Gracie would kick her butt..unless barlard(my cat)sits on her. She needs to lose ( Read more... )

I need a shower..my mom won't let me take one untill the laundry is done. I'm tired. I slept till 4! But..i stil am. I'm also cold. Maybe i will skip on the shower today...well i guess I need to think about everyone else who will be having to look at me all day, So i will take one. Even if it is at like 10pm ( Read more... )

GOD why am I so agrivated right now? i could just spaz...i already am spazing! LIFE IS SUCKING AND NOTHING EVEN HAPPEND. What is wrong with me you say? My respond is Life..life is what is wrong with me...
I say that for no reason.

I want some coffee...

Me

I desided that i dont care about the whole poser dealy anymore. If you call me a poser, or i get called that by anyone thats not my problem. Also, the whole music ordeal like if you dress a certain way you cant like this kinda music is stupid becuase if i like a certain band like blink 182 or good charlotte or BSB and dress goth then I can do that ( Read more... )