so last night i had this dream and because of it, i woke up in probably the oddest/saddest mood ( Read more... )

today i learned that;;
i suck at making cupcakes and that
black people have paper clips in their ears.

btw;;
happy birthday andy!
oh. and happy birthday to rachel. ♥

so yesterday i spent the day with some of
my most favorite people in the entire world
and it was pretty much ama-za-zing.
we took loads and loads of pictures.
so here you all go;;


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um. im home.
but it doesnt really matter.
i just thought id let people know.

im going to sleep.

im not going to write some angry entry about how im really feeling
because im getting sick of looking back on my shitty feelings.
and im not going to write some entry acting like im happy,
because well... that'd simply be acting.

but i do miss how some things used to be;;


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for those of you who dont already know ( Read more... )

i want to get to know myself.
i want to know what i want and i want to know how to get it.
i dont want to feel so lost all the time.
i want to be certain about at least one thing.
at this point, everything in my life is a blur.
i want some certainty with who i am.

why is that all so hard.

haha. my dad is funny ( Read more... )

i cant wait to find out whats wrong with me ( Read more... )

someday ill be so damn much more.