fuck livejournal

i can find better things to do with my fucking time than a fucking journal.
it's been good though, keep it real.

(don't delete me, i still read everyones!)

( Dennis eats black men for dinner? Yes? Yes. )

agh, it was a dennnis-ish weekend ( Read more... )

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hahaha, we're the best ( Read more... )

My nose hurts a lot. i can pull for rudolph's stunt double. if i touch my nose, it gives me a headache but i'm okay for now because i took four motrin. almost done with midterms, thank god.

sam's sweet sixteen tomorrow? yeaaa.

things are getting okay, i guess

...and then i was mad at my best friend and taking sides in their fight

and now i feel terrible
and i have been for the last week or so

it's a mixture of things
that are getting to me,
all as one,
and it's a little overwhelming,

and i'm sorry.

i'm going to have a fucking breakdown.

i have no goals.
no ideas.
nothing except wishing on fucking 11:11, and that gets me absolutely

nowhere.

i'm a mess.i have no idea what i want out of anything, i want to sleep my life away and burn my retinas from looking at too many screens and burst my eardrums from listening to too much music and do ( Read more... )

( Have you lived?! Fagbox, gay. )

there's a breakdown on the rise.

& i will probably hate 1/2 of my good friends by the end of the year.
i know who i won't hate already.

jackie's sweet 16 last night. good stuff.

i want to do something but i have to clean.
gaygaygay