im actually on the point of a nervous breakdown, i dont actually know wh, ive woken up, and just felt like giving it at every single moment, dropping to my feet n not moving a muscle, i really cant be bothered anymore, with anything, im giving up, i swear either i give up now, or i just let everything build up higher n one day, it crushes me.
I tried to find Him on the Christian Cross, but, He was not there. I went to the Temple Of The Hindus and to the old pagodas, but i could not find a trace of Him anywhere
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I looked out my window, and saw the most beautiful sky. Of all that bothered me at this moment in time, to escape from my thoughts, to give in, for this 1 moment, that 1 second of my life, i could have, and would have, died.
I've just listened to Emperors : XI Equilibrium n Prometheus wearing headphones at full blast. Now my head really fucking hurts.. oh well....time to slap on some Megadeth w00t: The System Has Failed! <3