I'm here with nothing to lose and everything to gain. Memories can be deadly to transformation. Why would a butterfly miss being a caterpillar? No but seriously. It really sucks losing a best friend, or feeling that that loss is coming, knowing it's never going to be the same. Everyone needs a change. Everyone needs to learn. Otherwise I guess ( Read more... )

Now Paid Dues was an amazing weekend. Really wonderful. And I've been doing this project of throwing out everything. Things I've had forever, things I might wear again or lose weight to wear again, things that give me happy memories, along with the depressing ones, the paint has been covered up with the green that never really looked so great in ( Read more... )

So this summer I will be taking two classes for UNLV in Montreux, Switzerland. I've never been out of this country before so you can imagine how excited I am. I'm not sure who reads my livejournal, but for anyone who has traveled around Europe (so far I'll be going to Amsterdam, France, and Italy) does anyone have any advice for me (places to go, ( Read more... )

So how do I know what's real?

Don't worry, be happy

Promises are nothing but lies wrapped in pretty ribbons. Where is all the jabberwocky when you need it.

Whoever said new years was how you would spend the rest of the year can suck it and die slow.

Fuck this place. I lost the war. I hate you all. Your mom's a whore. Where's my dog? Cause girls are such a drag ( Read more... )

October was wonderful. November sucked. I have to make this a good month because I can't afford another negative one. I just want to leave. I'm growing, growing, growing.

Okay let's slow down, stop, kick the shit out of the circle. And get out.