Well I've been happy lately, go figure. I'm not too worried though, I know life will present me with some problems soon enough. London on New Years eve, Christmas with my family, the end of school this week! and meeting a nice guy, holy shit, it's all insane. And to top that off it is winter in the midst of all this (the last two winters have ( Read more... )

I am fucking excited. For what? I don't know. But I do know that someone microwaving their phone was probably one of the funniest things I've seen someone do high in a while. And I also know I have a final paper due next week for my hotel class. I'll do it but motivations falling fast. so maybe not today haha. And I am crossing my fingers for ( Read more... )

I honestly have absolutely no idea what I want anymore. I need to quit smoking marijuana. Or at least calm down so my mind can catch up to wherever I've slingshotted my brain out too. substance abuse like lautrec and dali. but maybe it's not okay since I don't make my living off of painting brillance.

Since I turned 20, not linking that to these feelings whatsoever, but since last Friday I have felt the strangest sense of loneliness. It's difficult to phrase it exactly how I would like to but the feeling is definitely lingering. And while I can write with my pencil the ways I'm feeling or describe the tree outside my window that morphs into part ( Read more... )

So then I woke up, but not literally, and began to cry when I looked at how I've interacted with males since the age of fifteen and two months. And even if it did take me almost five years to learn another valuable lesson in life, I hope it's not too late, and if it is I hope you'll still be there for me, you implying to anybody I have been there ( Read more... )

I'd just like to give a fuck you out to Ryan and Mike. So fuck you.

Whenever I leave you, I go out of breath ( Read more... )

I just got back from the most amazing experience of my life. It taught me a lot, opened my eyes, the sort of thing adventures can do. The countries I visited were beautiful, and I am extremely excited to see the rest of what this planet has to offer. After this trip, it almost seems like my personality type just doesn't attract nice guys. I want ( Read more... )

when you grab a hold of me, tell me that i'll never be set free

FUCKING shit man, i never want to go back

somebody give me some really good advice. please