"it's not that time has passed, but that so has she. it's not that love won't last, but that nor will she. Not that life's gone, but that she's gone from me." "I could not say I had a secret for your ears, but my eyes said so. I could not say that you had caused my tears, but my eyes said so. I could not say my fingers mean I love you, I could not ( Read more... )

I don't think I believe in karma. Maybe it's just like religion, and it's just something I don't want to believe in. But bad things happen to good people and good things happen to bad people. Sometimes people are just lucky. I mean life is full of so many experiences. Think about how instant something could change in a day. Think of how many ( Read more... )

April pleace have mercy. March was unforgiving. The first two weeks will include chinese test, english test/essay, 3rd speech, dui court, dmv hearing. Life becomes happier discovering truths. I want to reach Nirvana, which I guess isn't possible with my lifestyle but who the fuck is going to tell me what I can and can't do? Not even Buddha
Oh sweet

I feel like I've been writing everywhere lately. Even if my head, I'll be preparing something to write down lately. In my journal, on my livejournal, I've been noticing I've been writing a lot of random crap lately, even on myspace, on email, in classes. I feel like it's therapy. Maybe how art is therapy to some people. How drugs are therapy I ( Read more... )

I feel like a good portion of me is growing up. It hurts and tickles at the same time.

..... I should be over it, sooo fuck man, Girls just want to have fun and that's what I'm doing love, everyday and everynight

Well I'm getting a bit stressed because all of my court shit is now in the air. I got a letter saying my license was revoked but I believe I still need another letter to confirm the dates before I have to stop driving. In which case, if my lawyer does not fix this shit he fucked up (my fault in putting trust into anyone else but myself) I will have ( Read more... )

I have to mark this, yesterday, so far the best day of 2008. So to sum it up really quick it began with a bowl, then a day of snowboarding (my first this season) a nap, a drive to the bellagio, a birthday party for Sydneys 21st, which included an amazing dinner at Fix and suite at the bellagio (which I did not make it to, much to my regret) some ( Read more... )

paybacks a motherfucking bitch. I miss Jill and Gabs. Or what we used to be at least. I miss having a crazy relationship where you never know what to expect. Even if that came with the negative. Because sometimes you just end up going home covered in mud or paint or you end up in the middle of nowhere searching for dead bodies out in the darkness. ( Read more... )

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