I don't care anymore if I let you down ( Read more... )

twisted twisted little star
how I wonder what you scar
up above the pitch high cries
your my demon in disguise
twisted twisted little star
even when it's darkest
I can see who you are

This is for the nights where we cry alone spill my love and kill her kisses ( Read more... )

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It's funny sometimes staring into peoples eyes & seeing how empty they are. I really never found that people have a limit to how cold they can be. It's almost hilarious how so many people find their pride in cutting others down. Where do you hide when the life you loved starts dragging you down? It's like cutting with the scars deepining the harder ( Read more... )

Jon & I went to the mall for the day. Everyone asked if my little sister was our baby, it was so funny. She kept touching everything and hiding in the clothes racks.
For our 6 month Jon got me some clothes and a silver heart necklace with matching earings <33 We went to the melting pot. It was both our first times. It was fun, expensive, and ( Read more... )

thanks to all those who don't give a shit

my night is so fucked ( Read more... )

Jon came by in the morning and picked me up and we went to the mall. Then we went back to my house to wait for people to start coming over for my bday party. I confirmed it with everyone the night before that everyone was coming. Fuck them, no one was coming except Kailee and of course Jon. No one even called to tell me they werent coming except ( Read more... )

- So the next afternoon Dara and Katie both I m ed me and said some horrible things to me. Dara said im a fucking little brat and I think im friends with everyone and im not & that she def. isn't friends with me. Katie told me I have no life, she doesn't want to come to the concert with me, that im a fucking bitch, im a compulsive liar, and the ( Read more... )

Saturday night Lisa had a party. It was a blast everyone was so chill and we all got stoned out of our minds! It was nice chilling with all my friends and seeing Kailee. Jon and I got a room to ourselves which I love doing that <33 In the morning we all wook up and went to mcdonalds and then wake & baked. woo ( Read more... )

So I put pink highlights in my hair. But it came out giant strands of hot clown like pink wow it's so bright. I don't even know what to do with my hair now. I'm getting a lot of mixed comments.. some say it doesn't look bad but not exactly good either, others say I look like a skater punk lol, some say it looks really hot, and others say I look ( Read more... )