It's been a while since I've used this journal. I had a short stage where I wasn't eating much (like, a sub a day) and I got pretty thin... but then I had major boyfriend problems and I went COE/Bulimia/whatever haywire. I guess I'm bulimic but I feel like I odn't get enough up to really be considered bulimic. Anyway, I gained tons of weight. All ( Read more... )

( MONDAY )

Both of these probably contain "too much information." Personally, I don't care, but I know some people are bothered about stuff like that. All of you nonexistant people who read this diary might not want to read them if your sensitive about sex or puking.

( Saturday )

hahaha... today I've been eating only popcorn, chocolate, and diet coke. (well, and coffee with a packet of diet swiss miss)

How healthy Well... I have PMS. That means chocolate cravings. And you can eat TONS of popcorn for very little calories, and I'm ravenous around the time I start getting my period ( Read more... )

THURSDAY - 1156 calories

( FRIDAY )

Tues - 1009 cals ( Read more... )

Blah. So yesterday I binged AGAIN. On all types of lovely shit. Like chocolate and Ben&Jerry's and loads of SHIT. It was absolutely DISGUSTING. Seriously, I ate so much I felt really really sick all night. So then I tried again to vomit it up, again I was unsuccesful. Seriously, do I just have NO gag reflex, or am I doing something wrong? I tried ( Read more... )

ugh. i had the fucking worst day ever. I just binged SO badly it's not even funny. I was so depressed all day... I did nothing except take my rabbit to the vet and lie around reading/watching TV. I was doing so-so with eating. But then around 7 or so I just freaked out and binged REALLY REALLY badly. I'm so nasty. Chocolate chips, peanut butter, ( Read more... )

( FRI )

"The average diner consumes about 2,325 calories and 103 grams of fat in a traditional Thanksgiving feast and an evening "snack" of leftovers, the American Dietetic Association says. And that's not counting seconds."

Calories in a traditional thanksgiving dinner Sadly... that looks accurate to what most people eat. That's a pound right there! In ( Read more... )