its been a very very long time eversince i last updated this journal. a lot of things have chnge, a lot of things happen, a lot of things have improved. i have no idea why im updating this thing all of a sudden. maybe because i just wnt to do it or maybe i wanna see how things have chnge. i was reading some of the things tht i wrote before and its ( Read more... )

its been a while since i last update this thing. a lot of things happen, a lot of things chnged a bit, a lot of probs has been solve and thnks god im straight now. xmas and new year wasnt really that enjoyable as how i celebrate it way back home... homesick?? yes i am.. a lot... homesick+stress...omg thts the worst thing tht happen to me.. this ( Read more... )

oh my god one more week and its already christmas! im happy coz i can be able to spend my christmas with mike, of course to think tht we r living together, but on the other side of that i stil dont know if im working tht day...i wish im off so tht i cud visit my parents and give my gifts to them... oh god i cant wait to give my gifts to them coz i ( Read more... )

its hard to deny the fact na nasasaktan ako evrytime nkkita ko or nalalaman ko n binabasa ngbfko ung journal ngexnya... ngiisip lang ako at may malaking question mark sa isip ko kung bakit nya ginagawa un... and one thing more evrytime na nkkita ko ung mga pictures nla sobrang nssktan ako.. kung pwede ko lng sana sabihin sa knya wh d sana cnbi ko ( Read more... )

time is just so fast tht the next thing i realize its already christmas.... my 2nd christmas here....but i guess this time it wil not be as bad as my 1st christmas here.. missing evrybody at home... oh my god... im so happy right now tht evrything is ok with me...all problems are solve and i guess tht would be the most unforgetable gift tht i had ( Read more... )

sana lng kung cno man ung makakabasa nito wag nyong itrnslate plz... gusto ko lng magkaron ng privacy sa sarili ko... gusto ko lng mailabas ung sama ng loob ko ng walang sino man ung makakabasa lalo n ung mahal ko.malungkot ako ngyn cguro worried lang... bigla lng ako ntkot bkit?? kc masyado ko n yta cyang mahal to think na ang daming decision kong ( Read more... )

tnhks god at last i got my day off..after 9 days straight work now i got my 2 days off.. ive been too busy covering up some people at work who really doesnt wnt to work at all.. god!!!! i dont know wt wil happen to them wen i leave.. and finally i got the job in downtown..i already got it and hopefully i wil be able to start there ryt away.. a lot ( Read more... )

things are going better now i guess.. im stil dealing with work pros til now but i already move in with mike last fri nyt. im so tired working its just tht i suffer for other people's fault.. and the thing is tht i dont know how to say "no ( Read more... )

1] if there was one person you wanted to ( Read more... )

today a lot of scary things happened to me.. first holding bck a chair from a stair was just so scary for me y??? bcoz my sandals was slippery then it was heavy and huge plus i was on the bottom tht makes it so scary bcoz i dont know if it wud fall on me.. then mike's tummy hurts so bad i guess tht makes me feel so worried bcoz i saw his face ( Read more... )