It's been a while since I've sat down and actually written anything. I've just felt like the world is moving way too fast, and I haven't been able to keep up with it. I gave up. It's strange because I didn't even realize that I had given up until I had actually tried to take my own life. It's funny too, because it still wasn't clear to me until the ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm a hopeless romantic...but i found the perfect song. It's so fitting. Its by Train... Lincoln Avenue. Actually most of their songs are pretty fitting.
Am I ever going to get over this?

And there I was all misty-eyed just lickin' it up ( Read more... )

I think that i'm trying to let myself believe that you arent who i think you are, that maybe i was living a lie because that would make it easier for me to move on. If i ruin this image that i have of you, it'd make me feel better like its not me that was the problem, it was you and it would just be easier to walk away...because right now i just ( Read more... )

we met online.
he said no to me.
i dont think he's ever said no to me before.

I take myself from the bottom shelf ( Read more... )

Should I speak ( Read more... )

You know what i wish? I wish i would walk out of my house and find you there. I wish it wasnt just my imagination.

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I'm at a loss for words.
My body is running on empty.
I hate this. I hate all of it.

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I thought i saw you, but it cudnt have been you. I just wish it was.

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