Well, I gotta find somewhere to store my shit and sleep from house to house. My dad told me to start looking for somewhere to go here in the next couple of weeks, they can't take me anymore. I left my purse in the car yesterday and she went through it and found a note I'd written colby. It had whole bunch a f words and some shit about going to ( Read more... )

hey English is boring. I hate going to school!! I passed my clinical skills state test the other day, that was pretty cool. :) Now I just have a CNA state test to take next wednesday and then Im done with the class. I have to take an art credit next term so Im takin ceramics. I think Colby's gonna do it with me. I would take phsycology 7th period ( Read more... )

I am so exhausted!! I had to take home one of those fake babies for adult roles and it seriously cries non stop throughout the night! Im surprised I made it through the weekend with out throwing it down the stairs and keeping it in the basement. I don't feel good. :( I hate school. My face looks like shit ( Read more... )

I had to take colby home when I got to school today cuz he was throwing up... :( I wanna be with him. God we never see eachother anymore, Im hating it. Im grounded until Monday. I get payed on friday so I havta go buy Terra's b-day present cuz she turns 17 on Monday!!! Melissa turns 18 on monday. Lucky fucker. I have a facial today after school. I ( Read more... )

Maybe Im just an un-happy person now, I don't know. What is love. I don't really know. Sometimes I wonder what the hell I'm doing with Colby... I don't know how people just stop feeling a certain way when it's that strong or they claim it's that strong. Colby hasn't done that but I have a cringing feeling to my stomach that he's going to. His ( Read more... )

I havta hurry. Last night was awesome. I met colby half way and we walked back to his house. It was so fun, we were laughin and talking about all the stupid shit we used to do back when we were little kids. It was fun. And then we fell asleep for like an hour and Melissa came and got me and we went out to breakfast. Ive had a good morning. :) But i ( Read more... )

I always have to get REALLY sick before christmas when the weather starts to get all cold n shit. I don't feel good at all. :( I was soposed to have read an outside reading book for english by today but I didn't. And I don't care. Im so burnt out, everything is pointless. I don't know if Colby will end up going back to murray, he doesn't want to. ( Read more... )

My legs feel BROKEN! Im a fuckin freak!!! gotta go bye.

My legs feel dead and my eyes sting really bad. I'm eating animal crackers for breakfast..My throat hurts super bad, I have an evil cough. Me and Colb stayed up talking on the phone last night and then I got this crazy idea to run to his house. So at about 2 o clock I hung up with him and ran to his house non stop. It took me 50 minutes. lol I hid ( Read more... )

I don't feel so good today. I had a yogurt for breakfast but it's not much and Ive been getting hardcore pains in my stomache and kidney's region. I don't know what's wrong with me, maybe Im dying. It sorta scares me, cuz in my nursing class we learn about all these diseases and scary shit. Im fucking anwry and tired, I wanna go home and sleep. I ( Read more... )