Ya know what. I've always wanted somewhere there to void out my loneliness but I still feel lonely and all I ever keep doing is depending on more and more people and I realized tonight I need to get used to being on my own. Aubri I guess has a good idea. I just didn't see it coming. I thought and planned me and her moving out, someone being there ( Read more... )

Don't you hate it when you have too many things on your mind you just can't get to sleep but at the same time your actually really tired. Man, that's how I feel right now. I mean, I feel like that alot but tonight's one of the nights and I have work at 10 and I'm getting up early to go see my lil brother Marcus off to Kindergarton :). Anyways, I ( Read more... )

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Well I didn't like how tonight ended. I called colby on my way to work and ya know, things were cool. I told him I wanted to see him tonight! I hardly ever see him anymore and yeah. Well he ended up being sorta shitty and I got mad and then i tried talking to him and he was making me feel like an idiot. Sometimes I feel like I make stuff up in my ( Read more... )

I've had a very wierd week. I liked yesterday. I went shopping at the GATEWAY for a graduation dress. And I ended up finding some really cute other things. Ofcourse darling's. And a graduation skirt but it's um $78 dollars I think. It's a have to get though. I'm going back up there tonight after me and Aubers get fills in our nails. I just wish I ( Read more... )

Oh my word, OH MY WORD. This rain is insane. It's FRIDAY woohoo! Finally. I've been saying its friday for a couple days now, people are like NO! It's NOT! It's thursday you idiot. Hmm oK. My bad. jeez. So anyways, What's going on in everyone's weekend? I don't think I'm going anywhere for memorial, nope I'm not actually. I have work tonight and ( Read more... )

oh my heavens. I don't even know where to start. ALOT has changed since my last actual real post. I live at my grandma's house, and even that's been kinda rocky. I've almost got kicked out DOS times. Hell yeah, I'm a fuckin rebel... whatever. It's gay. Me and Colby broke up too. Their's alot of shit involved ofcourse but the thing that set it off ( Read more... )

Okay that's a little wierd....

Silly Man ( Read more... )

FUCK PEOPLE. FUCK THIS WORLD. FUCK LIFE. FUCK YOU. FUCK MY FAMILY. FUCK GOD. FUCK SCHOOL. FUCK JOBS. FUCK THIS. FUCK THIS FUCK THIS FUCK THIS FUCK THIS FUCK THIS FUCK THIS. i give up. i fucking give up. okay. Just fucking let me go. I don't want to be here. I really don't. SO why should i have to be. No one will miss me except colby. But he'll get ( Read more... )