...sick of everything.

... my nan always says to me, is not to wish my life away. And in my meeting with my dissertation tutor today (strange location to have this realisation), it hit me that that is exactly what I am doing. I am wishing this week away, I am wishing the new year to start, I am wishing moving out of this house and getting away from everyone, I am wishing ( Read more... )

i can't actually remember my password for livejournal. become far to dependant on it having remembered it for me!

needing me some ruddy happy pills at the moment, and i don't have any reason to be feeling this way!

I think I am becoming something I hate. Something I thought I never would be.
How do I go back to who I was? To putting others first?

it's like verbal venom is all that comes out of her mouth sometimes.
wonder if we might actually talk before i leave.

on another note, there have been masses of fireworks going off for ages now, my suspicions are that a lorry containing fireworks has blown up on the motorway. most likely wrong though. TA no doubt.

uni can't come soon enough.
x

I manage to mess things up so easily. All the time.
I feel like in my life, no matter who with, or what I'm doing, I can't do anything right.

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH HER! x

Okay so day one and a half almost out of the way ( Read more... )

I can't quite believe how worked up I am getting over a stupid piece of paper. I am actually on the point of breaking down in tears crying, and I keep realising my breathing is going all funny on me like I'm panicking and I don't notice it ( Read more... )