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is it fucked up that my only goal for my 20's is to not get knocked up?

I honestly think that akward growing up feeling that typically happens in high school is hitting me now. For some reason lately I feel so uncomfortable with myself as a person, my body, my emotions... wondering what could be attributing to these wild mood swings and how to stop it.

so cracked on on downloading new music right now.

loves ittttttttt made such a bangin vegas playlist

this weekend i feel like i was blasted into some bizarre alternate universe... it was pretty much amazing. on friday morning i scored tickets to see thom yorke's warm-up gig at the explex in echo park... man that shit was epic! there was rando celebs there... daft punk unmasked... ellen page... it was so amazing to see thom so uplose and gyrating ( Read more... )

Madison and I had the best hot-tub chat ever. I really just laid my entire life out there and after talking it out I feel like I can see a clear path that I want to follow. I was freaking out that the summer was so disastrous but now that it is offically over I think it was actually amazing. I got paid to live in the mountains and have water ( Read more... )

today is two years working at frosted.
and later in the week is 1 year at belmont beauty.

crazy.

I keep trying to update, but I write entire entries and then delete them.

I hooked up an a/c unit and this shit cranks. soldier (soulja?) boy tell em status. i live in a freezer and i'm so happy. on saturday i went to a party and drank many shots of absinthe and it turned me into the hulk and i screamed and yelled at felix and feel REALLY BAD ABOUT IT. then i passed out while crying so WTF! i think it was the heat, lack ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm going to have a fucking panic attack. i keep saying yes to everything ( Read more... )