This is how it's been lately.

Work, Fredo, Beer, Sleep, Losing something, Gaining something? so on &so on.

I haven't worked as hard or as much as I did last week.
Seriously, nine days in a row wore me out.
So much overtime it's unbelievable. Hahah.
Word.

Being absolutely crushed &pissed at the same time,
that's the conclusion I came to with tonight.
We ( Read more... )

"I'm talking, I'm talking
I believe in the power of love
I'm singing, I'm singing
I believe that you can rescue me.
............................................................
.I think when love is pure you try
To understand the reasons why
&I prefer this mystery
It cancels out my misery
&Gives me hope that there could be
A person that loves me."

They always ( Read more... )

Since then, nothing seems the same.

For the first time in my life I can finally say I feel alive.
I'm in a state of awe when it comes to everything,
I have a job, that gets the bills paid.
I pay my own bills unlike a lot of people.
I have my own car, this &that, so that's a plus...I guess.
I've grown from the past &let it stay in the past.
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( Bored. )

Knowing that today would have been six months is going to just kill me.
Everything has changed in the last month, it's pathetic.
I'm losing respect in those I respected most.
I'm gaining trust in people I never thought would be around to help me.
Lately, I've been feeling like myself.
I'm not going to watch my back anymore, not for her to tell you ( Read more... )

Drinking, I swear it's the best thing to do in the 719.
However, going to work still drunk, not the best idea.
I'm surrounded by more drama at work than I ever was in high school.
Regardless, it's money.
I have a "boyfriend", but see myself better off without him when he's not around.
However, when he's there I feel like I can't live without him.
I'm ( Read more... )

Work, work, work. That's all it is anymore.
Oh well, I get to see my parents tomorrow. 
Two weeks, I'm so fucking stoked.

Frustrating, confusing, yet sweet &understanding.
Blahhhh, I love you.

Oh yeah,
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

( I think ILOVEYOU. )

I'll be hitting you guys up with a new one here soon. -out-