Dont start reading this if you wont finish it.

[_dorkyl3oo_]

I've kept myself from updating this thing because I dont really want to look back on what's happened in the past month. I'm still working at Sonic. But I no longer have my first love. Tim had killed himself May 19th. At about 2am, he and I had been arguing because he hadnt been talking to me. I was getting worried because I found out he had been

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[tragiclovescene]

I love you Marycel. I'm always here and im 20 minutes down the road, actually now probably 5. :( Im just so sorry..wow.

[_dorkyl3oo_]

5?!? i miss talking to you, punk.
and dont be sorry. he'd want me to be happy and to continue on. a soul cannot rest until all is calm. i want Tim to rest peacefully.

[_volatilel3oo_]

i was there for you then and im still here babydoll
you know everything is going to be ok
i love you.

[_dorkyl3oo_]

i love you too. and that made me cry.
i'm just hoping i can stay as strong as i am now.
cause it's getting hard to stay this way, alone.