I've kept myself from updating this thing because I dont really want to look back on what's happened in the past month. I'm still working at Sonic. But I no longer have my first love. Tim had killed himself May 19th. At about 2am, he and I had been arguing because he hadnt been talking to me. I was getting worried because I found out he had been ( Read more... )

been awhile. got tats. moved out practically. getting a blazer here soon. new ride, new home, new life... same faces. work's retarded. i hate it. i told my boss i quit, but he refuses to let me go till atleast july when kids are out of school and he has more people to hire. getting the GED at this month or next. been keeping busy basically ( Read more... )

I swear, if I were to bear a child right at this moment, I'd be passed the fuck out from exhaustion. Work has been so horrible. They give me 3days off, I come back Wednsday. Come to find out they didnt have an opening carhop. So they were without a carhop till 9am when I came in. So, from 9am to 4pm, I was the only fucking carhop. I was so tired, ( Read more... )

So I've been busy.
Spent all weekend celebrating Tim's b-day.
Sunday was the party. Tim was tore up from the floor up.
We played billiards at the bar with some of his family and friends.
Tim & I shoved his b-day cake in eachother's faces as his aunt ( Read more... )

The car had been taken to Savannah, GA. One of the guys up at the shop says I'm probably never gonna see that damn car ever again. So, 2new cars are in order for my family. My parents are getting anal again about me staying out 2nights in a row. I told them flat out that I'm moving in with Tim at the end of this year. They want me to get my GED ( Read more... )

I was going about 45 looked down for a second, saw that the car was beginning to turn left as the road was going right, turned too quick, slid, and flipped ( Read more... )

So I've been busy. I got to get off work 2hrs early so I went to Tim's house to spend alittle time with him atleast. And boy... did I get pissed with a certain event only Ana knows about. rofl... Woman, you know it ( Read more... )

So, I finished my first day of work back at Sonic about an hour ago. They gave me tomorrow off, but I go back Thursday. Come to find out I half to be on skates the entire damn day. I thought I'd be on fountain but they stuck me as a carhop, obviously. I started on a payday too. So I wont see my own paycheck for another 2weeks. Made $45 in tips ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm not going anywhere with my life again. and it's making me outraged. i've had to cancel and reschedule my GED orientation atleast 4times by now because i cant get out because i have no ride, and only once because i was sick ( Read more... )

not much to update ( Read more... )