I am truly the happiest I've ever been ( Read more... )

It's hard to believe in too much when you've locked yourself in a room all day with nothing but gin and coffee.Just when I thought I saw, I now have come to learn I am blind. I'm sure it's funny somehow ( Read more... )

I haven't been this bored in months.
I could say I have a million things to do, but I don't want to.
I'm tired of the cliche same old same old.

I'll just have to learn how to be free.

a beginning and an end ( Read more... )

I'm sorry, come back to me.
the stinging walls of depletion, how can I get out?
It is not what I am. The nothingness that is left in me
what is there to do? tired hands and feet, bored to the touch.
Firm belief in silences, and calm spaces.
I crave.

help me find who I am, what I love, spare spaces in time, creative relief, outlet from the world.

What is there to say ( Read more... )

I am the girl in the window, peering as you move by me ( Read more... )

stung out of thoughts of relief ( Read more... )

I'm going to stand longer, stay up later, eat more, cry more, read more, talk more, see more, hear more, love more, hate more, control more, smoke more, drink more, buy more, save more, shower more, write more, burn more, blush more,be happy more, run more,sing more

be more of a person, and not a nothing
be more than you.

God only knows what I'd be without you