I know I should have posted before this, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. Because actually putting it in print would have made it too real. And, I just wasn't ready to admit to myself that I was alone. Again. Kelly...dumped me. I could say we broke up, but, we didn't break up. She flat out dumped me. She wasn't ready, it was too soon, it was ( Read more... )

Ok...I know, I suck. I haven't updated in forever nor have I been around. I've been in Canada. Why you may ask? I ask myself that every morning when I wake up, then I turn over. *grins* Kelly is filming up here. And every time I go to LA I end up right back here the next day anyway. *laughs* All Kelly's fault, I swear. But, it's been great to be up ( Read more... )

Ok...this is a rare thing for me, and those that know me well know this; but I am filled with so much anger tonight that I think I may explode if I don't vent. So, below is my vent. There are several of you who don't deserve it, and many more that should just skip right over it, because, quite frankly, I don't care what you think. You know who you ( Read more... )

Thank God for Lei.

*coughs* I feel horrible. I think I have the flu. And I think I want to die. Or I at least feel that way right now. So, if I'm not around a lot in the next few days, that's why. I think it's all catching up with me, all the overwork, the crazy hours, the no sleep and crappy eating. The sex on the beach at night.Holly is gone. She's overseas on tour ( Read more... )

It's my birthday...so I expect to see everyone tonight!! I better anyway, or I'll cry. *smiles a bit* And I actually mean that.

When: Monday February 23rd 2004 5pm(Pacific Time) {So we can have the wee ones around for the first couple of hours!}
Where: My House!!!! Call for directions if you need them.
Why: MY BIRTHDAY!!!!
Who: Everybody!!!I ( Read more... )

*wakes up slightly, my head still pounding, I recall all the liquor I drank. It's still dark as I go to get out of bed and realize...I have no clue where I am. Looks beside me, my eyes widening...oh yeah, now I know. Sighs and licks my lips, smiling even though I know I shouldn't be. This is gonna bite hard come tomorrow morning. Gets up and walks ( Read more... )

I have to be like everyone else and jump on the quiz bandwagon. Please show me some love and fill it out. Pleeeeaaassssseeee!!!!

( quizzy thingy )

Ok, so it's been a rough couple of days. I've been spending 16 hours a day at work, and not all of it has been absolutely necessary, actually. So, I'm sure everyone wants to know what that means. *sighs* Ok, first things first. I love Holly, period. I know I do. But, some things happened this weekend that tripped me out a bit. One of which is that ( Read more... )

My Holly is back!! And I am very happy about that fact. So are my little girls. Mary is doing much better, though Holly is still worried. You can tell in the way she looks at her.
Otherwise, things are quiet. Nothing much to say except Happy Birthday to all those celebrating.
And...
I love you Holly.