*walking into the kitchen, I pause to check out the wreckage from dinner. there are broken plates and glasses, the remains of the salad, and a bottle of red wine, all on the floor. stepping over it I grab a bottle of water from the fridge and turn around, looking at the table and the one knocked over chair. smiling, one word comes to mind-*

wow.

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Today has been horrible. It started out awesome. Holly gave me a beautiful ring, and forgave me for something dumb I did. We had such a good morning...then I stopped by to see Leila. She was so upset. She didn't want me there. I never should have left. But I did, and when I called later, I knew something was wrong. *starting to shake* When I got ( Read more... )

It's our one week anniversary- Holly and I. I know, only a week, but I am so happy. We barely saw each other at all this morning; just for a few minutes before she had to leave for work. She sang to me though. *beams* I so love that. Then I had to head off to work. I have to work tomorrow, too, which so sucks. But then I have Sunday off, and a ( Read more... )

*finishes my cigarette and carefully puts it out, then walks back into Holly's house, grinning. I drop my robe and climb back into bed, stretching and grabbing the laptop*She woke me up this morning and sung to me. And kissed me, and held me, and made feel so special. God, that was a great way to start my day. I have to get the children dressed and ( Read more... )

Though I'm still worried about Kelly. I figured I'd stop by to see her today, but she was asleep. I had a great talk with Meech today, and with Sami as well. Then I went to a party and saw Sami streaking, which was, ummmm, interesting? She's hot. *giggles* Not as hot as my Holly, but still hot. (I covered my eyes, but I had to peek.) My girlfriend ( Read more... )

What a night...it started out in Holly's arms, watching movies on her couch, and ended up in a hospital room with Kelly. With a stop to visit Amber, in between. I'm glad I couldn't sleep, and that I heard my messages. That's when I called Kelly and found out she had gotten into a car accident. Any of the details she can go into. I just went there ( Read more... )

*slips out of bed, glancing at Holly as I do, then going into her living room and grabbing my laptop from my bag, plugging it in and logging on*It's been one hell of a weekend, but right now I am happy. Everything has finally gotten settled, I think. And I have been getting seriously spoiled. For those of you that don't know, Holly Valance and I ( Read more... )

This morning I couldn't have been happier, and now I feel absolutely horrible. So many things are going on, and I feel like some of it is all my fault. I don't know what to think anymore. I love the fact that my friends are protective of me, but I feel like I'm causing everyone to hurt each other. And that post Holly V made, she made because of me ( Read more... )

OK, the plane ride was a bit rocky, with Rose and Jen trying to beat each other up, and Holly being sick as a dog. But today has been totally fun! Cam got here, and we hung out, then I went out with Anna, Sam, and Rose to gamble. Tara met up with us later. I won 2 grand this afternoon at Blackjack, then another 4 grand at Roulette tonight!! Sam won ( Read more... )

Someone once said: What goes around comes around.

Work like you don't need the money.

Love like you've never been hurt.

Dance like nobody's watching.

Sing like nobody's listening.

Live like it's Heaven on Earth.