Its kinda funny that I haven't wrote in this thing in like over a year, and then as soon as my life gets turned up side down I come right back to live journal ( Read more... )

I hate talking about specific problems that I have ( Read more... )

Got to see the kids today...we had a good time, i know they still love me. They try to reasure me that my wife still loves me too.....

I miss my kids
And although i dont want to admit it I miss my wife as well.

You are my mind alturing substence, my poison.

Im drowning in this poison.

Do not remove your hand from my head.

Do not deprive me of this narcotic.

It has become habit-forming.

Soon I'll be in a coma, with you at my side.

but as the scenery grows i see in different light
the shades and shadows undulate in my perception
my feelings swell and stretch, i see from greater heights
i understand what i am now to smart to mention...

Once apon a time there was this girl. She was in love.. she thought this one person would never hurt her.......she was wrong....he did time and time again.. she stayed...she knew nothing else.. then the day came... the day she would leave him....... half excpecting him to stop her she walks out the door. She woundered does he still love me.. are ( Read more... )

Thank god I met you. You don't seem real.......am I dreaming?..I don't care if I am, just don't wake me up....I cant believe you finally found me... I have waited so long...

You feel so good...please don't hurt me.

So many thoughts right now.
I wish I new what to do.... How will I know if this is right? I'm so scared.

Since I had such a large turn out for my previous request ( Read more... )

"The things we fear the most, are things that have already happened to us."

Ahhhhhh, im so nervous... I shouldn't have done that.

I want to go see Shawn of the Dead, but I have no one to go with......any takers let me know...( maybe some girls named Lisa and Jenny (Allison already saw it)....?)<---- can I put parentheses in parentheses?