i can't remember ever feeling so low.

i'm trying to move past my usual cynicism but even if i don't write it i find myself thinking about why i think people are fools. for example, last night i was in taco bell at about 4am and this complete idiot who i recognized from my spanish class last semester is trying to start a chant every 5 minutes. he was chanting "taco bell... taco bell ( Read more... )

so. i'm not sure what to do with this. i'm less digital these days. i start a lot of sentences with i, and i'm. i wonder if i'm really vain or i'm just acknowledging my perspective. i stare at myself in the mirror too. i mostly try to stare into my eyes or really disconnect and pretend i'm looking at someone else. i don't know if that's strange ( Read more... )

if you keep jumping with the base you're going to fall ( Read more... )

well, isn't this awkward.

i don't know how to study and i don't know who i am and i don't know why i'm updating my livejournal.

kristy points at the nsync sticker i have on the wall:
"hey, look! it's lance bass. i bet he's got his finger in jc chazez's butt."
and thats why were friends

i bet michele is taking his big exam right now. it's been 10 days now that i've been home and i still feel sick about it. all i want to do is lay in bed and die all day long but i have to be orientated and i have to have a party and i have to start work again and i have to be normal. i don't know if i want what i'm doing and i don't have the money ( Read more... )

so yeah my flight got cancelled i'm leaving tomorrow.
fuck you, tornado.

i love that tomorrow is my last day here and everyone sucks. i love leaving when everyone is acting like a bunch of assholes.

in other news, i think im gonna use internet cafe's like every day. i hope aim express still exsists. anyway. peace out, USA.