in my attempt to make music without a full band... earlier i downloaded a music recorder and mixer. after about an hour of trying to figure the damn thing out i made a recording of the rhythem guitar to one of our songs. it sounds great too. that brings my spirits up. tomorow im hoping to have clinton come over and record the lead over the rhythem ( Read more... )

damn it. i need a band thats completely put togethor with a singer, drummer, bassist, and two guitarists and we need to put togethor enough songs to be able to have fucking fun. this is getting old.

Dear Mother ( Read more... )

i can't find the starting point or the finish line... im setting somewhere in between but who fucking knows where. don't know if i've passed the middle point or if there is a middle point, or fuck, if theres anything at all. what the fuck... where am i? and what the hell is this place? love and hate, two strong words that im somewhere inbetween and ( Read more... )

And its always our own version of history that flashes before our eyes when were careening off the side of an icy highway in the middle of nowhere.

I've been dazed and confused for so long it's not true...

i'm not sure if this is a cry for help or a cry for death.

. . . Did you see see the frightened ones?
. . . Did you hear the falling bombs?

Did you ever wonder why we had to fun for shelter
when the promise of a brave new world
unfurled beneath a clear blue sky?

The flames are all long gone...
But the pain lingers on...

Goodbye Bluesky...
Goodbye

...hello?

is anybody out there?

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