another year, another month, another week, another day, another random night... that i can't sleep, and still, no matter what, every time i listen to this song... it skips.

...fuck...

i've reached the point to where im tired of my fucking life. completely. fuck it. so im now going to go all out and attempt to make it worth the air i breath and if that doesnt work i guess i'll just crawl in a hole and lay there until i die.

so fuck this
and fuck you
and fuck everything

"fuck it all and fuck it,
no regrets"

since midnight, its noon right now, so, for the last 12 hours ive been playing guitar. jesus. my fingers hurt and i need sleep.
haha.

what the fuck

im going fucking crazy man. im fucking tired of stupid shit. what have i done? seriously, what the fuck did i do to anyone ( Read more... )

well i don't really know what all to say. i've had a very interesting time ever since after the show saturday. by interesting i guess i mean great. i had a really cool night tonight to, got to hang out with a very cool chick. and well ...theres one week of school left.. 4 days actually. things are looking up and im not so worried about getting off ( Read more... )

eet fuky motherfucky

okay, so for the last 17 years i didn't know there was a very big possibility that i have a half-sister who lives in edmonson county who i've never met or known anything about at all. . . now i do.

when all the music fades and the silence sets in... and im just setting there staring at nothing and thinking about everything, its the best and the worst feeling i have ever had mixed into one.

FUCKING DIE.

GET IT OVER WITH.