hm... alot of shit happened over today and the last time i posted here. was with the best person ever and had some great GREAT times. also had some really shitty times, but good and bad go hand and hand. then shit hit the fan. now i am spiraling around trying to land on my feet but it seems like i just keep bouncing off my head. its rather ( Read more... )

my knee herts like crap. my back herts a little but me knee feels like shit. i guess that is what happens when you have an injury and your fucking mom makes you do shit for her when you shouldnt be doing shit. o well that just means i get to go with erika to look at apartments and stuff. and then go to game tonight and not have to worrie about ( Read more... )

lets see. i had to walk my little sister to her bus stop cause there a pedaphials living down the street from the school that the bus picks her up for. well on the way back my lower back on the right side just above my ass started to hert like hell. so yea i need to go to a ciropractor (i cant spell) but i am not goin to be able to untill like ( Read more... )

i dont know if my back is getting better or worse. the pain comes and goes. just like the knees but more intense. and tonight i am playing a concert. oh i am goin to pay for this tomarrow. and then friday i have a concert again and then right after i am playing Vampire. i wonder how long it will take for me to kill over ( Read more... )

so i finoly have a real job. i work at a pizza shop. i did delivery but last thursday i totaled my van. t-boned some chick. her fault, she ran a stop sign and i couldnt do anything. still with erika, still in Blood Of Cain. playing a show tomarrow. moving out soon. i am goin to start teaching myself how to be a tattoo artist. thisngs are starting ( Read more... )

sorry that i havent updated in a while. i have been busting my ass looking for a job and still dont have a phone line in my room for my comp. so yea. things have been up and down. i thought i almost got a job but then it ended up not working out, so i am still looking. my parents and me are fighting alot. my mom is saying that if i dont get a job ( Read more... )

i have a migrain from stress, my head feel like it is goin to burst from all the things going through it and i didnt get my weekly music release yesterday but i got to hang out with erika so i didnt really care cause i had her around... we messed around with tarot cards and what not and then marky came over to barrow a shirt from her and ended up ( Read more... )

so erika is back in town which is insainly great, i cannot imphasise how great that is... i mean yea i was happy when i was with her all day yesterday, and i have decided no more trips to new york for her, why... because she was gone way to long ( Read more... )

so x-mas is done and over, its wasnt to bad but i didnt get a car like i wanted so bla, but everyone else seemed to have a half way desent x-mas so that is all that really matters ( Read more... )

so i got allmost all of my x-mas shopping done, and yea i still need to buy boomer whatever i am goin to buy him, and just one random day i am goin to buy jake a ken a cd that they wont when they say "hey i want that" but i still havent goten anything for my little little sister, i think i am just goin to buy a presnt off my mom from her, that ( Read more... )