so im pretty sick right now and i cant sleep so im on the computer :( i think im going to have to goto traffic school for that speeding ticket i got halloween night on my way to stacks party. but its well worth it since drew needed a ride. he's such a great guy... i do wish i would have hung out at with daniel and carved up some pumpkins. i missed ( Read more... )

im either going to be mia from pulp fiction or a fairy for halloween..thats all ive come up with so far.

im 90% sure ill be moving to san jose. yippie. :|

i lay in bed alot with my hand on my chest feeling my heart beat wishing i could just rip it out so i could never feel anything again.

im a piece of shit because i drive all the way over to pacifica to pick daniel up from school to go get something to eat and all he ever does is treat me like crap most of the time. i see him maybe twice a week and even when i am hanging out with him he wants to leave to hang out with his "boys" who he sees every damn day. i dont know...i may seem ( Read more... )

im so bored all the time! the only thing i do on a regular basis is go to the mall. i go so much ive actually made friends with some of the people who work at most of the stores there and i also saw the guy who works at zumiez at the norma jean show. i really need to start doing something..i have some ged/proficiency test orientation thing next ( Read more... )

now you have me listening to this stuff since it reminds me of you. shithead. i missed you so much today. i can't sleep because im so excited about leaving today for konocti! guess i better try and get some sleep.
goodnight.

Wednesday Sep 17th
Norma Jean&Beloved
im in love.

i love working at the video store.!