I'm at school right now. It's so fucking hard to fight back the tears that I wish could just fall so freely. I spent the whole hour and half trip here bawling, but hey at least the drive flew by. I don't even know what is going on with me, I never satisified with anything. I don't understand why I can't just be happy with the things that I have ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I have last written so I thought I owed it to myself, and maybe it will help to actually write about stuff.  I use to write all the time, and  would make everything seem easier.  But I have given up on writting my feelings wether it is in this form or in poetry .  I never was very good anyways.

Life has been weird lately.  ( Read more... )

Well its Offical.  I have a new boy since Friday, and he is so great.  The only thing I have to complain about is this damn long distance shit.  But eh I guess It will all work out for now because I really don't need anything serious, even if I do want to see him everyday.  It's crazy for me to sit around and think about my life, I have no idea why ( Read more... )

There is so much going on in my life right now it kind of hard to put it all into words.  My best friend since 3rd grade, left monday.  I made it the whole day without crying, But when I got home, she had left a card for me.  I think I bailed for 3 straight hours.  I think it is just now starting to sink in that I can't just call her up.  I dont ( Read more... )

Scratch that they are leaving the 28th, that is in a fucking week and a half. Im going to miss those girls so much. Last night I was so upset, I think it is starting to sink in, I don't know. I don't think I am going away this weekend because I want to spend as much time with them as I can. But the cool thing is, with things this way Jess most ( Read more... )

I don't reall have much time to update, but I really need to.  I havn't been the happiest person lately, and I feel like there is no one to really talk to.  Im so busy with school and working all the time, I can't even sit down and think things out by myself let alone have the time for a conversation with anyone else.

Saturday I had a meeting, ( Read more... )

Well shit, I really don't know what to update about because I havn't really been up to too much.

Well never heard from Ryan after I sent him the package, pretty much what I was expecting.  I am pretty sure I am closely if not fully over it all, obvisouly he isn't worth my time let alone my heart.  I'm sure he is just all into his too cool Frat ( Read more... )

I think I finally figured out tonight there is no such thing as a fairytale ending.  I went and saw The Princess Diaries 2 with the girls.  It was a very cute movie, but honestly I am so sick of movies where the girl always ends up with the guy of her dreams, he sweeps her off her feet and they life happily ever after, what a shitton of crap.  Why ( Read more... )

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[my name is]: Erin Jo.

[in the morning i am]: Cute and tired.

[love is]: a strong word I speak too easily.

[i dream about]: The future that I am terrified of.

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-

[what do you notice first?]:body. I’ll admit it, then eyes and voice.

[last person u slow danced with]: Jon.

-W H O-

[do you have a crush on ( Read more... )

How do you block out an image that has been embedded into your mind, and has captured your heart?

A vision so vivid you can almost smell the cologne he always wore?

The nights we spent together were perfect,

He was my prince, come to save me from the mistakes my life was falling to.

I was a different person when I was around him.

Finally I saw that ( Read more... )