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I feel so alone... so unwanted... so unloved ( Read more... )

Well, I finally got my sonogram done last week and the results are not to good :( I found out that I have two big cysts one on each ovary *sigh* I picked up the slides today from the hospital because I have to go to my gyno next week. I looked at them and had my aunt look at them who is a nurse. She said one is bigger then the other and since its ( Read more... )

I feel more alone then EVER before :( Its so hard and horrible to know that you have NO ONE to hold you, kiss you nothing. Not like I was every shown love as a Child but I miss being held :( My heartaches so badly it hurts to breath. I try not to be dependent on soemone else but I just feel so unwanted, so fat and gross and I can't take it. I ( Read more... )

Well.... round 2 million it feels... back in the dumps and now i'm all alone to handle it myself. Its really sad when you have no friends to hang out with. I sliced my leg up so bad last night and I was in the shower. I so could have sliced my wrists but of course I was to chicken shit. Why do I do the things I do? I called my now ex gf yesterday ( Read more... )

Well since I was here commenting back I figure I would vent some because I'm really blah and feel like crap! My head is pounding after this I am going to go take something... also I'm so down today dont know why I think its because I'm really tired and stressed and just everything in between. One of those days you know? I didn't go to my 2nd class ( Read more... )

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I'm so sick of being me! I've been fat since age 6 and ugly since age 6 I can't take it anymore! I've came to teh conclusion that no one wants me but do you blame them? I sat up all night and watched disk 2 of the L word and it just makes me so jealous because of all the love between them and the friendship i have nothing! I dont have any friends i ( Read more... )