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Nov 15, 2004 15:10



Sorry for being so down lately. I can't help it.

I miss last year. I miss it so much. I want things to go back to normal. Stupid Christina had to go to stupid college. Well its not her fault. I just miss her. Last year we were always together. We became so close and went through everything in one school year. And then the summer too. Its crazy ( Read more... )

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I MISS YOU!!! anonymous November 15 2004, 20:36:16 UTC
Your right we became really best friends last year and we hung out everyday. We would go for food runs to DQ and KFC and we always came back with the funniest jokes. Then in the winter when you helped me wipe all the snow off my car..what a pal lol...and we would sit in the parking lot for half an hour and sing with the music blasting. And when spring came we saw each other everyday and every weekend when we worked at GA together. I will never forget the friends we made and the good times we had ex.-Bryan: I do what I want! LOL He has to check with Corey on that one. Then warped tour was amazing! i'm glad we ended up going. Then our trip to Myrtle Beach..besides the hurricane and me getting sick I had a great time. And we learned a cool new song..."What's that smell..it's Taco Bell.." LOL. I will also never forget that you came to visit me in the hospital(Katie too) Your a great friend and I really do miss you but we will always have our memories and we have the weekedends and this summer will be awesome I promise.. we'll go on ( ... )

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its jill. anonymous December 5 2004, 15:54:32 UTC
nikki i was tupid for really thinking we were friends. i thought that whole thing would just blow over but it never did. maybe no one was ever really my friend & you just brought upon a convinient time for them to say so but i was wrong all along. i thought you cared & really would be there for me. i'm dissappointed, i really am. i thought our friendship meant more to yo than it did, but i thought that because you made me think that way. i think you're immature & that you really just cared about yourself. i think you enjoyed watching things fall apart for me after awhile & well, that doesn't happen with real friends. just so you know, although you were hating me, i was going to attend your sweet 16 out of respect. but since you were going to "kick me out" i didn't bother. because i would have been doing something for you & i don't do things for people who don't care about me. i stopped caring what you thought about me because that was what you wanted. i stopped caring about anything anyone thought about me because it was what everyone ( ... )

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Re: its jill. _ever_s0_sweet_ December 5 2004, 23:36:21 UTC
Tell me how you could possibly think the whole thing would just blow over after everything you did to me. I'm actually shocked that you still don't see it. But I'm done trying to make you realize. I was there for you. So much, so please don't act as if I wasn't. Even when I was with my friends or out somewhere if you needed to talk I was there. But you weren't there for me after a while. You wouldnt have even known if I had a fatal illness, because thats how wrapped up in TJ and your stupid fights you were. Dissappointed isnt even the word Jill. You hurt me. Really bad. And after a while Jill, yeah, your right I finally cared about myself and got out of the situation I was in because it was tearing me apart. I was upset all the time because of you. So I finally did something for myself. So maybe your right. I cared about myself for once, because you stopped. Come on Jill, you know I didn't enjoy seeing things fall apart. IT upset me just as much to see you that way. But you stopped taking my advice, you wouldn't listen to me anymore. ( ... )

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Re: its jill. xfalsehappiness December 6 2004, 00:08:50 UTC
you werent wrong for leaving your friends jill? you make no sense.. tj wants you to have friends.. he never wanted you to leave them.. so why did you jill? why are you right? why dont you care about your friends?

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Re: its jill. bullet_theory_ December 6 2004, 01:37:37 UTC
i really believe that you should stop trying to make it look like youre the innocent one and that nikki is the bad friend. you still got it twisted huh? if nikki did something wrong then why is everyone on her side? you know why... because shes right.. about everything.

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lannusk December 6 2004, 20:29:59 UTC
please join
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