"Your friend has a friend so tell her no secrets ( Read more... )

I never write in here. But things are getting a little ridiculous so here it goes. I had a fun weekend. Went up to Dickinson college for a day. Pretty sweet. Haha oh so nice to get away from Jackson with my best friend. But now that I'm home it starts up again. Oh well, I'm not going to let things get to me cause I honestly don't care what people ( Read more... )

I hope my friends realize soon that we live really wonderful lives. Of course nothing is ever going to be perfect but for the most part we have a lot to be happy about, a lot to live for, a lot to laugh about. Of course we have things that suck in life but thats life. But we can't always stress over the small stuff. Otherwise we're going to get ( Read more... )

I had competition this weekend and I got crazy sick which really sucked. I almost made it through saturday night but I got so sick I couldn't finish the last dance because I thought I was gunna pass out cause I was shaking and such. But we did really good for the most part in all our dances I'm really proud of velvet. I didn't model because I was ( Read more... )

( I'll be just fine, pretending I'm not... )

Sorry for being so down lately. I can't help it.

I miss last year. I miss it so much. I want things to go back to normal. Stupid Christina had to go to stupid college. Well its not her fault. I just miss her. Last year we were always together. We became so close and went through everything in one school year. And then the summer too. Its crazy ( Read more... )

I can't sleep because I don't feel good and I'm thinking about too many things. I feel like its last year all over again. Seriously, and I promised myself I wouldn't do this to myself, and get like this again. But it happens, I'm falling behind in school, for one thing. I always get like that. I start off good and think "oh this years gunna be ( Read more... )

Tonight was really hard. I haven't been in school all week so it didn't really hit me. Well it did tonight, reality set in and it hurt so bad. I spent the entire car ride home crying my eyes out. I'm such a mess. I can't even write about it. I'm going to bed.

Rest in Peace Jessica. You are missed terribly.
11.08.04 - We love you.

LAst night was amazing. Best night of my life. I love my friends so much. <3 Thank you everyone who came it was amazing. <33333333333

If anyone has pictures can i have them? <33

Ahhhhh My Sweet 16 is next week!!!!! = )