He never did anything for my two birthdays we spent together, nor for christmas ( Read more... )

i wish i could let this go. it's never that easy. he's addicting..., but he treats me poorly. he wants his cake... when he wants it.

i can bitch and bitch and bitch and bitch because i know nobody reads this so that makes it perfectly fine to say completely irrational things that don't make sense to anyone but this crazy bitch right here. fuck you guys. fuck those guys. fuck that guy. i will drink this pbr, then retreat to my room of doom to continue to wallow in my shitty ( Read more... )

i am done with today. i would not like to wake up tomorrow. i would like to wake up when happiness if achievable, thanks.

i hate you for what you've done to me. you've turned me into a sobbing, babbling, crazy bitch. the happiness in my day revolves around my contact with you. i hate you for that too. and sometimes...many times... i feel worthless in your eyes. you're too self-absorbed to even see me, or feel me. you're fucked up and now you've fucked me up, up and ( Read more... )

it is quite possible that i could seiorusly murder someone right now.

...I had insomnia very badly every night for a long time ( Read more... )

i wish people would stop killing themselves.