mitchell and i...somewhat mutually broke up a week ago today. i'm actually okay with that.

Is the day that Chrissy, Corey, and I leave. We're hopping out of the train yard and headed to Montgomery, and then Birmingham. I think we're going through Memphis or Nashville...I'm not entirely sure. I don't know the directions or where the trains go because I've never done this before, but Lord have mercy I am so excited. I can't wait to head up ( Read more... )

that 2 c something or whatever that i took

INTENSE. hallucinated like fuck. i would do it again, but now i feel kinda sick. probably because i haven't eaten anything, or really slept. crazy. i haven't done shit like this in a long long time. it's nice to be free.

My last day of work ended tonight at 12:00 am. It's so strange, knowing that I don't have a job, by choice obviously. I've worked almost every day for the last 2 and a half years. I was sad though. I love my job, I love my co-workers and managers, and I love the comfort and stability. I was nostalgic most of the night, and I cried when I got off. ( Read more... )

i have never felt this stuck in my entire life. no matter what i do my path is on a constant downward spiral and i just can't seem to break this cycle. i quit my job to go traveling, only a few days left. they said they'd save a spot for me for when i return, bless. my mind is so foggy i literally can't see. i can't think, at least not clearly. ( Read more... )

i've finally gathered up the courage (and enough reasons) to just up and go! i'm leaving with chrissy when she gets back from the phillipines. july 7th/8th, some where around there. i'm so fucking excited it's not even funny. to have nothing, no responsibilities, no where i have to be, no job i have to slave at, nor do i have to worry about gas ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Katya!

I love you, and I miss you.

Need I mention how happy I am that Christmas is over? Ohh the stress is gone ( Read more... )

Monday December 8th, the love of my life, who I've been trying to work things out with since we broke up on April 27th, has asked for me back. I, of course, said yes. I am so unbelievably happy. Words can not even begin to explain how happy I am ( Read more... )

a horse is a horse of course of course

EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

how would any one want to see this staring back at them

ahhahahahahahah


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