My fingertips are cold but my toes are warm. Maybe too warm. I should turn the heater off. But I'm so cold. I don't want to wrap myself in a blanket because I'll just be cold still. There's nothing at fault right now. I'm guilty of the things I feel inside. I shouldn't be so fooled by people. I'm blinded by their mere presence in my life and how ( Read more... )

You ever feel like you just connect with your black side sometimes and you're like "Sup gangsta?" Like you want to touch into your innerblackness and just lash out with some ebonics like you created the shit ( Read more... )

I don't think this will be very long cuz I have a lot on my mind. Like..I fuckin get in these moods where I want to write in my livejournal but at the same time I don't feel like typing and all that jazz. I get kind of bored with it. Fuck it. Wednesday-Friday I was in Minneapolis staying with my friend Nathan. It was fun. I took some pictures. Next ( Read more... )

Oh wow, you snort powdery substances up your noses. Would you like an award? Or are awards not scene enough for you? Could I dye your cocaine hot pink? We all know how chic that would be. Maybe we could super glue rhinestones on your syringes. Wouldn't that be so cool? Everything you do is so ridiculously amazing. I'm always in complete awe as you ( Read more... )

FRIENDS ONLY

I keep remembering so many nights when I felt his lips on mine, and I realize that they meant nothing. And that my heart stepped in and crossed lines it shouldn’t have, and that I was lost in this world where no one could hurt me. But I was so naive, and everything was just some elaborate game. And I lost. And now I’m sitting here and I feel ( Read more... )

i need interaction with people ( Read more... )

i've thought about a few things i've done in my past, and i'm overwhelmed with regret. i've learned from each of my mistakes. now when i look back, all i can do is laugh at how idiotic i was ( Read more... )

you are fat, you are ugly, your nose is too big, you don't know how to dress, your scene is shit, you are too tall, you are too short, you have pimples, your hair needs to be washed, your hair is too clean, you have bad handwriting, you are too skinny, you have big feet, you are stupid, you are a waste of air, you are everything I hate, you have ( Read more... )

people are so beautiful, and i wish everyone could just sit back and enjoy the faces that pass them by every day. instead of insulting and picking them apart. i know i've done this at times. and sometimes i don't say the nicest things ( Read more... )