/--firewalled against everyone--/I spent extra time out patrollin' Friday and Saturday nights. Not because I give a shit about savin' L.A. from demons right now, but 'cause it served my purposes to be away from the hotel for a little while. Absence makes all kinds of things grow fonder -- if ya know what I mean. An' as much fun as I've been ( Read more... )

Life is gettin' more and more fun around here. Chaos and unrest, baby. Gotta love it.

Angel's been givin' me some strange-ass looks. Not sayin' a word -- just starin' at me. I'm about to tell him to take a picture 'cause it lasts longer. What the fuck is his problem? He can't know about me and G unless he's got hidden cameras in all the ( Read more... )

I'm way entertained by how G's all jumpy around me now. He's gonna give it away faster than I ever could just by how he's actin'; wonder if he thinks I said somethin' to Angel? Gotta be honest, I ain't in no hurry to clue him in.

( here's why )

/--firewalled against everyone--/

I met with Lilah again last week to drop her some info for cash. She seemed a little off for some reason, but more the better for me -- she didn't seem to notice how much I was frontin'. It don't work to my advantage to give away too much about the stuff Angel and Wes are workin' on. Just enough to let me keep ( Read more... )

/--firewalled against all--/

I gotta get my shit together. Gotta make Angel think everythin's five by five. I know he don't understand why I've been avoidin' him. Not sure if I understand it. Whatever the reason is, looks like Angelus ain't comin' out to play. I'm disappointed but hey, I'll get over it.

I had a meetin' with Lilah Morgan last ( Read more... )

If that didn't bring Angelus out, nothin' will. I thought for sure when he woke up this mornin', the soul would be gone and Angelus would be layin' beside me. I was wrong ( Read more... )

Got up and walked around some today after I took a nice long shower; bathin' is a plus after you been layin' around in a basement for ages. I'm feelin' better finally. Still not back up to speed, but past the delirious stage. Angel's been sittin' with me a lot, but we haven't talked that much. S'pose I should ask him how he got revamped. I ( Read more... )

I probably stared at the ceiling for five minutes before I realized I was awake. I flexed my fingers experimentally and cleared my throat before lookin' around the room. Someone had just been here; there was a glass on the nightstand filled with water and ice. I traced the shadows back to the far corners of the room with my eyes. I was alone ( Read more... )

The ground I'm walkin' on is hard and gritty and burns the soles of my bare feet. It's dark, and I'm moving through a fog that clings to my skin like grease. Why am I here? It seems like I should be somewhere else. I'm afraid, and I shouldn't be. Can't remember why ( Read more... )

I don't understand. I'm a Slayer - I'm s'posed to heal faster than normal people. Don't think I'm strong enough to get outta here. Only thing I can figure out is maybe the bites are infected. My whole body feels hot, like I got a fever, and I stopped bein' hungry a couple days ago ( Read more... )