oh my god.
he's completely swept me off my feet and im trying hard not to fall.
but i am falling.
it feels so right and so wrong and it scares me.
part of me wants so badly to give in, but my common sense is telling me to snap out of it and hes probably not good for me.

This journal has been alive for like 7 or 8 years now.

Wow.

I'm 20.

I've changed so much.

Life has lost its sense of mystery.

Imagination doesn't apply anymore.

its 2:30a.m. and i cant sleep. i feel sad. i feel like im failing again ( Read more... )

My motorcycle helmet came in yesterday. I was supposed to get the actual bike today, but I can't get a hold of my dad, who is supposed to drive it home from Picayune ( Read more... )

OMGosh kathleen morrison still exists. CALLMECALLME ( Read more... )

I miss micah.. i think about him a lot, even tho we never have really spoken since we broke up. i was over him.. why am i missing him again? why would my heart just decide to miss him out of the blue? what a horrible feeling i can do nothing about.

i cant wait for my first year of college to end.. just a few more wretched days..

valentines day was so fun. the night i stayed at alans house with him and russell. we drank a bunch of beers and watched role models (til i passed out). or... actually, i think we went to a party with st. martin kids at an apartment. i cant really remember. haha all this partying is starting to blend together.. ANYWAY ( Read more... )

this past sunday was superbowl sunday.. go saints! me and alan went to new orleans. it was so much fun. we went to a rage cover band place,and a gay bar, and i taught him the cupid shuffle in front of a club where ppl were fighting cops. we didnt get back til like 5 something in the morning and had to wake up at 630 lol so we slept at my house for ( Read more... )

love is a joke ( Read more... )

23:18Cheyenne ( Read more... )