so T in the Park...my first festival...which was interesting lol. me, J and Tom got the train to scotland on thursday morning which was a 6 hour journey! we got there in one piece then J's cousin gave us a lift to J's grandparents house, and he made us shit our pants with his crazy driving. we stopped by a fish and chips shop because J wanted us to ( Read more... )

it's 8:10am, and i'm about to leave in an hour to get to kings cross station for t in the park. i'm really excited, but also a bit scared...it's my first time away from home on my own without family or school. it's kinda weird. i'm a bit in-between right now lol. my mum was bugging me this morning for an address of the place, and i said "mum, it's ( Read more... )

i'm going to T in the Park festival with Jamie and Tom, and i think a few of his other friends are going too. i asked my dad about it a few days ago because he was in a good mood and peppy drunk, so it's all good now. just gotta sort out a few things before i go - sleeping bag, toiletries, clothes etc. but yayy! the line-up's really good, i'm ( Read more... )

well, jamie's at glastonbury right now...i know he's having a blast. it was really sweet the other day when i was feeling really crappy, he said if i asked him he would stay, and just hug me for three days hehe. but i would never do anything like that. he went through such madness trying to get tickets, and he didn't get them, and tom managed to ( Read more... )

i had a fun night out on sunday for julia's party at the gardening club in covent garden, which was a pretty classy and cool place....but so expensive! but it was fun nonetheless, i brought jamie along and some people from chelsea came too. me and j left around 11:30ish and i stayed over at his, which is always lovely. there's no place i'd rather ( Read more... )

yesterday was pretty much my last day at Chelsea Art School. they had a bbq as a farewell thing, and me and my friends just hung out. and also the grades were posted, i didn't do fantastically well, not as good as i wanted to, but nonetheless i still passed, and that's all that matters to get into Kingston, so it's not too bad i suppose...although ( Read more... )

i'm seeing j tomorrow, i wasn't going to because he was supposed to be looking after a couple of kids during the day, but that's got cancelled, so i'm spending the day with him. yayy. i'm so excited. it's so lovely that after 6 months of being together i still always get so excited to see him lol. he's going away this weekend to Download Festival ( Read more... )

i feel all tingly ( Read more... )

so really, i'm not supposed to be feeling this shitty. i had a great night with j...but i woke up with this awful feeling that i just couldn't shake. and all i wanted to do was just leave his house. i got home, and fell asleep for a couple of hours, and had a dream where i saw and felt what it was like for him to say 'i love you' to me. it felt so ( Read more... )

jamie didn't call or text me at all yesterday even though he said he would, and i texted him during the day asking him something and he didn't reply. so i texted him at 1am, being kinda 'you didn't call or text, so i hope you're good. i guess talk to you whenever then', and he replied, saying he was about to fall asleep, so if i hadn't texted him ( Read more... )