whatever i have expected of post A levels has yet to happen. the immediate relief, contentment, elation, satisfaction, liberation and feeling of complete freedom and liberty to do absolutely whatever i want; i've felt none of it. except, cold and bitter realisation ( Read more... )

Blake: The story of me is over.
Penny: In time, every sad ending will become happy.

The sad ending is only because the author stops telling the story. But it still goes on. It's just untold.

haven't started on math. can i just not come for my math paper..? i KNOW i'm going to get an E or an AO pass for sure, (so why bother?) i might as well spend my time more productively (yeah right, more sleep time probably) on history or some shit. frankly, the only thing i'm looking forward to on tuesday, tuesday? (paper's on tuesday right? if i'm ( Read more... )

TAKE ACTION.

as much as i criticise the school and absolutely despise the entire JC system which seems to be responsible for my psychotic state now, eventually when all of this is over (and it will be, come nov 28th), i will miss it - the experience. even the bad ones. because objectively, all of this, the entire undertaking, has played a part in my perspective ( Read more... )

People say I'm crazy doing what I'm doing,
Well they give me all kinds of warnings to save me from ruin,
When I say that I'm o.k. they look at me kind of strange,
Surely your not happy now you no longer play the game,

People say I'm lazy dreaming my life away ( Read more... )

a couple of cambridge examiners with proud potbellies are making their way to singapore soon; and it's making me nervous. the thought of them judging my piece of art is likely to make me go insane. well, if you can call that junk art anyway. it's exactly a month before our first paper and it would be so convenient if i could do nothing about it. be ( Read more... )

i want to be a mole; living underground, enveloped in darkness. away from society and civilisation.

no more late nights. no more staying back in school till we get shooed out by the duty attendants. no more doing art and not studying when exams are the day after. no more hogging humongous cardboard folder home, and hitting people in buses. no more pointless waiting for the stupid computer that hangs when you open photoshop. no more wasting ( Read more... )

post exams? right ( Read more... )