YOU.

>:|

Who is she?

*emerges for the first time since she found out about her mother*

*goes out* *sees her*

*feels a sudden need to go back in*

My mother is a small child.

*no longer gives a damn about bears*

*finishes causing severe damage and limbless/headlessness to a few dummies*

*goes to the barn, climbs into the loft, and curls up in the hay*

*has no intention of leaving there ever*

...

*cries*

*sits in her room at the palace blissfully unaware*

*works on an essay about the breeding habits of the southland brown bear*

*so she can kill them*

*finds it all quite fascinating, really*

*has been appreciating the warming trend*

*wonders if it's warm enough to go swimming* >:D

*heads down to the river and dives in*

*is not naked yet, thank you*

*has a lot on her mind*

*lays in bed at Aredhel's house and tries to sleep*

*tosses*

*turns*

*sighs*

*does not sleep*

*wonders* *tries something*

Are you still there?

*stalks down to the river and sits on the docks*

*pulls her knees into her chest, hugs her legs, and rests her head on her knees*

*stares at the water*

:|

Turco and I told Eärwen about "us" today. I'm not really sure how she took it. She seemed upset at first but then, after Turco left, she just seemed so concerned that I was making the wrong decision. It doesn't feel like the wrong decision, but I keep thinking about what she said and I can't help but worry. He's never given me a reason to doubt ( Read more... )

*sits outside the palace and worries*

*had to get out*

*Eärwen was humming*

*something bad always happens when Eärwen hums*

...*considers running off again*

ajkldfalksdf;aNO! *is brave, dammit*

*can do this* *really* *yep*

*after all, why should she be afraid of Eärwen?*

*sits in her room and thinks about things*

*decides she needs to talk to Turin about... stuff*

*goes to find him*