At nights i lie awake in bed, sometimes for hours. I try hard to tame the energy that four cups of coffee has instilled in my body-and desperately attempt to wind down. The actions of my day race back and forth through my head. forwards and backwards. upside down. The mistakes i've made come back to haunt me every single fucking night. I sweat ( Read more... )

my god i haven't been here in a long long time...lots on my mind ( Read more... )

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Good things of today:
*somehow, somewhere, there is an idiot at Albion who ACCEPTED ME!!!!!!!!
*i got something accomplished: made a copy of the new car keys.
*i finally put new batteries in my ghetto cd player so i once again have cd's in my car
*Skipped the drama and got cheered up instead :) <3 ( Read more... )

okay so... you know how when you think things are getting back to normal--which they kind of are..kind of--but then you take a step back and realize they're "normal" in the most screwed up way possible? yeah...hm. makes ya think ( Read more... )

6 am alarm brings my attention to another struggle. If only the snooze button turned off life.

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OK.

i'm doing open mic tomorrow night

give me something to play...help...!

AnD come watch me!

if you really care i'll give you directions mahhhhhhhhh