how can this great LOVE be inside of me?

I really want to succeed in growing edible fruits and vegetables, so if anyone knows anything at all about gardening, please give me pointers! I've never really grown anything before and I'm not sure what I'm doing. I'm sure it's not as easy as it seems. But I'm gonna do it.
help, anyone?

I'm turning things around

It's time for me to give up smoking.
I won't be buying a pack today. I'm sick of being addicted to something that is getting me nowhere.

ps. yesterday was a really good day.

I think I have 2 extra tickets to mewithoutyou tomorrow night(tuesday). I for sure have one extra. anyone want to buy it for pretty cheap?

lately I've been repulsed at the thought of another guy kissing me or touching me in a way that's even remotely sexual.
I don't know, maybe I was raped and don't remember.
Guess I'm gonna be single for a while.

My brother got his black belt!
yay Ved!

"one day the water's gonna wash it away
and on that day, nothing clever to say."

the lady I nanny for(melissa) her dad died last night. Her mom died barely a year ago. so this is alot for her. If you pray, PLEASE pray for melissa.
this is going to be a tough day

I had a dream I was in love again.
I should probably stop dreaming now.