Comments | _fool: so this is how it ends

_fool

so this is how it ends

Jun 05, 2011 09:12

...feels more like a whimper than a bang. strangely reminiscent of the last time i disengaged from being in love, in...wow, 1999 or 2000 with shaynabelle. trying to apply the lessons i learned there--stuff like:

continued sexual fantasies do not help with falling out of love (a shame, since the two ladies i've been deeply in love with were extremely ( Read more... )

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matrixleap June 5 2011, 17:22:13 UTC

When I left the townhouse and headed down here, Emmy and I stood in the kitchen saying our goodbyes. It was hard, I admit. Amid the "Let's still be friends...", and "Things were good for the most part...", and some tears on my part...it was hard. Really hard. I'll admit that the blow was lessened, somewhat, by the amount of pain pills I was taking for my back, but still...

My point is, I understand where you're coming from. Completely. And although a person could insert any cliche about relationships or romance here...I'm not going to, because, I'm sure you've already heard them all by a gigajillion times. It's hard, there's no dismissing that point at all, but it does and will get easier over time. I'm sure you know this.

Feel free to give a call if you want to, amigo. I'm here for ya, even just to chit chat about the rain.

=)

~D.

cratermoon June 5 2011, 17:41:37 UTC

I got back in town yesterday evening. I hope to make the pedalpalooza kickoff. You should let me buy you a beer soon.

tinyfroglet June 6 2011, 03:27:37 UTC

Bike tours for a living! Grats on taking the first step (pedal?) down that path! :)

bloodred37 June 6 2011, 20:17:15 UTC

I'm glad things seem to be looking up a bit for you. I've been reading, just not commenting much but I have been hoping you both have been feeling okay and that things, in time, will work themselves out and you'll be able to find a comfortable space to be friends. It's so hard though in the beginning :(

kdaisy721 June 10 2011, 19:13:37 UTC

I like being helpful. :) btw, I'm slowly becoming convinced that in any relationship, one person will be the one to remember what everyone said and the other will be left a bit at their mercy. I have been both, actually. one is just left with the hope that the memory-keeper will only use their role for good...