so this is how it ends

[_fool]

...feels more like a whimper than a bang. strangely reminiscent of the last time i disengaged from being in love, in...wow, 1999 or 2000 with shaynabelle. trying to apply the lessons i learned there--stuff like:

• continued sexual fantasies do not help with falling out of love (a shame, since the two ladies i've been deeply in love with were extremely

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[missingwatch]

hard to get over someone...I'm in the odd position of having discontinued a relationship largely for geographic reasons, and having to figure out how reasonable it is to still reach out to him for emotional support as I deal with being in a strange place surrounded by strangers and frankly a little overwhelmed by grad school, and how much is unfair to him, to me, and to any future relationships I want to build. How much is reasonable in terms of friendship? How much will impede me moving on, and keep me lonely and missing opportunities to make connections here?

[_fool]

i wish i knew the answer to any of that.

hugs!