“ I know I'm a bad poet, but I'm a good man. All I ask is that... is that you try to see me”

I do see you - that's the problem! You're nothing to me, William. You're beneath me”I couldn’t believe it, it felt as if my heart was ripped out and stepped on over and over again. All the walls in my world came crashing down with those few words she said ( Read more... )

Bloody slayer got herself in a real mess this time. Fell for that whole Dracula trawl thing. Don’t surprise me much, the slayer was asking for it. Yes, the Buffy Summers herself fell for it, and she thought she was invincible. Shows you what happens when you think your on top. Doesn’t excite me much that it was good ‘ol Dracula that got to her ( Read more... )

Ah yes, so mother thought it would be good for me to apply something to my life. Try something new instead of just bumming around. Twenty-one years old and i still didn't have a straight job. Well, I did have one for awhile working some day care center but I quit the damn place. They just wanted me to sit around all day watching some stupid buggers ( Read more... )

"Well, him suddenly becoming CEO of Hells personal lawfirm, without reason, constitutes as a sudden lapse of sanity. That, or shit load of lies. I came to find out which it is. I'm leaning towards the latter, though. I mean, it doesn't seem Angel like to be here. Not after all the fighting he did against this place."I managed a small laugh “Angel.. ( Read more... )

Well then, now that Angel had his Cordy back, maybe he would back off of Buffy. Not like it mattered if he backed off of her. We were both stuck here anyways and the bloody slayer didn’t even know I was around. Probably forgot all about me. Yea yea yea, I got that “I love you” right before I went out, but she only said that to pity me. Girl didn’t ( Read more... )

Couldn’t admit how much fun it was watching them. Could tell that bloody red haired fledging thought she was all big and bad. She knows nothing. I laughed to myself as Dru asked if we could go in and play with them now. “Of course my luv” I said as I pulled Dru in for a kiss “Time to make them wish they never messed with good ’ol Spike ( Read more... )

She told me she loved me that was all I needed to hear. I could feel my soul, working with the amulet. My body was being torn . I could feel it fall apart. This was the end. Never pictured it this way but here it was. I close my eyes and I feel whole again? Everything is black. I open my eyes to see……as office building ( Read more... )

Crazy the way life can change. One minute I’m saving the world making a grand entrance. And the next well I’m in front of Angel in a office. Once again I fought the good fright right down to the grand finally. Yet this time I lived. Didn’t go out like before. I was beaten up. In blood stained cloths but I was still around. And now I was standing in ( Read more... )

She got mad about not telling her I was back. I don’t blame her but if only see knew why. I just couldn’t show up after what happened. “Its just” I struggle to find my words. I want to make sure this comes out right so she doesn’t get more mad. “You know I went out with a grand exit fighting the good fight. Went out as a hero saving the world. Can’ ( Read more... )

So much for getting food. Yea I know I had these incredible urges for food. Actual real food, to satisfy my hunger. Never thought that one would happen again. So I had these urges for food but was just too bloody tired to move. Plus the pain. You know its not the best feeling in the world changing from vampire to human. Especially when your body ( Read more... )