today i liked. until my sewing machine broke : ( its really old and i need a new one. im really tired of thinking im going to do something and not following through. i can hear coyotes howeling like no other..they must be eating. i got back from my meeting a little bit ago. even those ive been slacking on. ive got ideas for presents already. i ( Read more... )

these dreams i have..i do not know, i keep them hidden, he tells me so. i sleep for hours, afraid of waking. when i do im soaked..and shaking. these dreams i have- i love them so. but their hidden, so you wont know ( Read more... )

yayaya lets see thanksgiving was hahah...so ne and t saw the cat in the hat...i hate it. laura and i had an even stevens cuddle party...yesterday...ian and i hung out and went out to dinner with the family and it was so nice being together with all the family again. so im really happy. i saw some people last night fun fun fun ( Read more... )

tomorrows thanksgiving and i dont even get to see janae. and the point in living is? id do anything to be with her..she means so much to me ( Read more... )

i dont like all the deaths at my school...esspecially how insensitive certain people react to it. its really frustrating ( Read more... )

today is cat in the hat with michael and t and im going to try and get laura to go...so im meeting brian. i showered and shaved..im such a girl now! i feel good. its cold and terribly windy. i woke this morning really early..hmm. last night i was puking and shaking and like dying cause of my meds. yay nice. it sucked. i tried calling this boy ( Read more... )

WHatever...no phoneline at my house still but i have the cell and i have to runaround to find a spot that actually gets reseption in the middle of nowhere. but ohwell. trevor cme over right after school but only stayed like 3 hours because my mom flipped. i got kicked out of ssixth period due to my teacher not being tough enough to handle me. but ( Read more... )

i woke up so early this morning. i went to bed early as well. disney ca adventure was fun. i took lots of pictures too <3. im a little annoyed with all this fire buisiness. it really worries me. but i guess thats ok. im at alyssas right now ill probably be leaving hollywood at 10 or so tonight. i didnt get to see nick yesterday which really makes ( Read more... )

so school is a bore and my life is outrageous. im a lot worse than i have been but thats fine. i miss ian like never before but im sure itll get better. michael and trevor are going camping so im sad. hah ( Read more... )

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