I just want this all to go away. I want this pain to stop. I want the abuse to stop. My sister argued with my mom tonight. I was getting ready to do my homework and I heard arguing from the kitchen and I went out there and I asked what was going on, and my sister was holding the phone trying to call FACS on my mom. I knew I wasn't insane, and I ( Read more... )

Today was a really unusual day for me. My mom came in contact with her younger sister Shell after like years and years. I figured at first that it would be a bad thing, 99% of the time, it is bad. The thing is, it hasn't been. I added my aunt Shell and talked with her a bit...she is a fashion person. She was asking me about my make up and how I ( Read more... )

>< Well I woke up at 9:30 this morning after having a pretty gruesome dream. I dreamt that my dad was out to kill my mom and no matter where we ran to, he always found us. We kept stabbing him but he wouldn't die. Then my mom told us to run so I did and went to Evan's house (This guy I had a crush on in grade 4) and used his phone to call the ( Read more... )

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One minute that goes by is like an everlasting heartbreak in eternity
One I must face alone without you near
Fear entrapts my heart
Locks it from your love
If I could have anything
It be one moment with you
A moment that would be fearless, loving and true.

Anya is in your face...along with Dimitri <3

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I changed my journal for many reasons, but I don't really want to get into them. I haven't posted in my journal and I started thinking maybe it would be a good idea to actually keep up on how I am doing ( Read more... )